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Have I written in the last twenty four hours? No. I do have a nice checklist though.
*Don't eat dinner because your stomach is twisted into knot because of anger. Check.
*Consider medicating for sleep but decide you can make it work because you're so tired from the day that you've had. Check.
*Fall asleep pretty eaily. Check.
*Wake up still ready to cry. Check.
*Cry on the drive into work. Check.
*Arrive at work with hurting eyes and pissed off. Check.
*Find something to do away from customers and other coworkers. Check.
*Feel better after you realize that maybe not everyone is talking about you behind your back. Check.
*Make the $$ problem you should have caught nearly a year ago almost go away with two phone calls. Check.
*Try to figure out how you can make your life better for the moment. Check.
*Talk with boss and start feeling better about yourself and your job and then realize that you're still not getting the whole picture and get pissed all over again. Check.
*Cry some more when you get home. Check.
*Call coworker and make her feel bad because she can't handle confrontation and has never told you the things you do wrong in her eyes. Check.
*Hope that coworker is not horribly upset with you but then realize that you don't care. Check.
*Decide to get a life outside work. Check.
*Wish your mom wasn't at a family dinner thing so she could talk to you. Check.
*Start watching Stick It for the second night in a row because it seems to be Oxygen's new favorite movie. Check.
*Look up the possibility of a scholarship to go back to school. Needs to be done.
*Ask sister about the possibility of moving in with her until you can find a job and your own place. Needs to be done.
*Contemplate not eating dinner once again because your stomach never has unknotted. Check.
*Eat dinner anyway. Needs to be done.
*Make list because you desperately need something to laugh at today. Check.
*GO AND WRITE OUT YOUR FEELINGS, IDIOT, BECAUSE THESE ARE THE SORTS OF THINGS THAT CAN BE GOOOOLD! Needs to be done.
*Don't eat dinner because your stomach is twisted into knot because of anger. Check.
*Consider medicating for sleep but decide you can make it work because you're so tired from the day that you've had. Check.
*Fall asleep pretty eaily. Check.
*Wake up still ready to cry. Check.
*Cry on the drive into work. Check.
*Arrive at work with hurting eyes and pissed off. Check.
*Find something to do away from customers and other coworkers. Check.
*Feel better after you realize that maybe not everyone is talking about you behind your back. Check.
*Make the $$ problem you should have caught nearly a year ago almost go away with two phone calls. Check.
*Try to figure out how you can make your life better for the moment. Check.
*Talk with boss and start feeling better about yourself and your job and then realize that you're still not getting the whole picture and get pissed all over again. Check.
*Cry some more when you get home. Check.
*Call coworker and make her feel bad because she can't handle confrontation and has never told you the things you do wrong in her eyes. Check.
*Hope that coworker is not horribly upset with you but then realize that you don't care. Check.
*Decide to get a life outside work. Check.
*Wish your mom wasn't at a family dinner thing so she could talk to you. Check.
*Start watching Stick It for the second night in a row because it seems to be Oxygen's new favorite movie. Check.
*Look up the possibility of a scholarship to go back to school. Needs to be done.
*Ask sister about the possibility of moving in with her until you can find a job and your own place. Needs to be done.
*Contemplate not eating dinner once again because your stomach never has unknotted. Check.
*Eat dinner anyway. Needs to be done.
*Make list because you desperately need something to laugh at today. Check.
*GO AND WRITE OUT YOUR FEELINGS, IDIOT, BECAUSE THESE ARE THE SORTS OF THINGS THAT CAN BE GOOOOLD! Needs to be done.
